Well, time is really going fast, by just this few days i faced many things happen... then i made a promise, to not emo infront of CLU-ians, so i try to make myself as crazy as can be to make them smile. I really like to see people smile than i smiling myself, although how much it hurts inside me but i wont show it through my emotion... I wanna show that i am okay although i am not cause i dun wan people to worry, but i guess no matter what no one will care anyway... Nowdays i scared to msg people le, i scared no one will reply, maybe it is just me think the other side... Now i lost someone because of my stupid emo le, how wasted was that! i really cant forgive myself because of that. Well, i guess this would be my diary anyway... Nowdays, i felt relieve to know some new friends... But i just have to hope god bless them with happiness then i will feel relieve. Well, i guess exam is near but i still dun have the mood to study!!!!! i wan to be as crazy as i can! although something make me unhappy but i will still be crazy, until i find it is the right time to be unhapppy about it. Now people say i am over crazy le, and then say i am annoying but i still smile and say hahaha!!! I hate to see people emo just like the way people hate i emo. Haha now they blaming me that i emo everyone started following, i said wat!!!! hahaha!!!!! i guess is time for a change. Maybe i will become someone that knows how to keep its emotion!!!
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