Today is mid autumn festival le, but i am still at home not going out to play lantern and eat mooncakes... last year was the best, how that i wish time can return to the past... Even just now i was talking about it with my cousin sister, i almost cried when i talk about grandma.... It have been months she have leave us in a blink of an eye. Well today i called a guy to come in but then he scold me back, what i noob, still asking me who am i? U think i care who the f are you ah... i rather u die in the middle of the road u noob... I promise you i wont care about ur noob feelings anymore, dun think about it, complaint all you wan but it wont affect me.
I really regret that i never appreciate what have gone through my life, i just treat it like the wind, but now its getting hotter and hotter without it, how much i really hope that it would come back. Sometimes i wish to help people when they are not happy and do my best to make them, but in the end i guess i am the one who cannot help instead making it more worse... I just want to be someone more important than now, I dun have the persons i need. I keep on asking myself should i be quiet even i know the answer, i guess i shut up is the best thing to everyone isn't it? No one will want to hear me anyways... Nowdays, i am again going to be a character not a person anymore. A person asked me why you love her so much? then i said i dunno, well i guess loving a person doesn't need a reason right? i really dunno what to do tomorrow a day feel with sadness although it is a new day again but i guess this week i am really off my mood.
AMANDA LAI : nah ur post, eh enjoy what you have now... i really have ntg to say about you sorry
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