Saturday, August 7, 2010

7.8.2010 : Nice date.... but bad time

Today was this week 1st time i never emo.... Haha not bad xD!! Today i started thinking back what people said to me.... I remember my friend always told me that ' how can you be so mature on the internet and turned up childish in the real life ' i answered : because i dun wan to be too mature and forgetting myself... Now only i remember to ignore everyone's words and do what i feel like it... I just think the proses to get to who i am today.... I learn everything from peoples beside me.... I started observing a long time ago... I dun wan to be too lapan d..... I guess I will just open one eye and close the other one.... Today's weather was nice and cooling.... I was surprised when i came down from tuition.... It is nice to feel that cooling feel.... It reminds me of what i have been through all this years.... It like everything i felt for all this while no matter it is pain, sad, bitter, sour and many more to list.... Then i remember all my mistake and everything i did right.... But i really like what i have now... I am glad to be who i am and staying in the same position now... But i know if i stay here i wont grow up.... so no matter what comes ahead of me i will keep on going and fighting through the problems and to correct my mistake... I wonder where is everyone.... It looks like the city is reducing its population.... Haha I wish to get everything right again....

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