Wednesday, August 18, 2010

18.8.2010 : Thinking

Today i stopped everything, i stop and look all over my class.... I see people doing things differently, is like all are divided into group.... Then i look out of the window, there was a good and a bad view there, but the bad view will nvr be cover by my blind spot.... it teaches me that i must always know how to go through no matter a bad or a good situation... Today i really think and regret alot.... I just regret my words.... I always wonder why people can treat me like this, i know i am a little bit annoying too... Then actually i think again, actually i cant blame them... because i am not that good anyway... Maybe is the fact that i must really learn how to accept people's personality, their view or maybe many more... So now onwards, i wont take an action so fast without thinking through a layered of tissues in my brain. Well i really fear that everything i have now will change.... I really dun dare to imagine when what i have now will change to nothing... Comparing myself with other people sometimes do hurt, people are all born equal in their abilities, only everyones abilities are different... So we cant always think that we are always on the top of the world, if once we fall, we will never learn to accept it.... Actually i think that memories are very important to me, it relates me to what i have been through this 14 years i am on earth... Sometimes i do admire someones success till i hate to see it... But i must be back myself who is always a winner that will never lose to myself... GAMBATEH!!

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