Friday, May 7, 2010

8.5.2010 : Life's meaning

Well now i feel like when the song is without its lyrics it's meaningless..... Well i heard a song name ' boxer ' well its a story about a poor boy who need's to work in a city, even being a boxer.... Although it cuts so deep and the pain he felt but he didn't give up but the fighter still remains..... Well sometimes i really like to hear old songs because of their lyrics brings me alot of things to learn in life. We must always look before we leap because the water runs deep and there will not always be someone there to pull you out. Well i am always young enough to look at the future and old enough to look back at the mistakes that i made and always try to improve. Well whenever i feel stress, pain or bad i would always say i am leaving, i am leaving but the problems still remains..... Later will be my sports day 100m even, by now i am still worry.... i know the most i can get is 3rd place but i just hope to get it because i wan it so hard..... i know everything wont come so easy so i must really work very very hard to get my gold. But sometimes i really dun wan to lose because i know that there's no way people can do it but i cant. Everyone is equal so i believe i can climb to the top place also if i work as hard as people do.... I cannot be too proud of people's achievement but must put it as a example for me so that i will always do more harder to ever achieve what i wanted..... But sometimes i really duno where should i go 1st or wait? I can learn how to forget and look ahead but i just cant stop the memory's from popping out to my mind..... I always look at the sunset because the sunset is not usually so easy to be saw because its one beauty of nature.... i appreciate every moment i get to see it haha..... Although people have different status but they do earn ever respect that you gave people..... so dun take it a easy matter than you can disgrace people as you like.... Your nothing different, they have parents too..... Sometimes i do think that i am the worse one.... But i wanted to always fight the way through until the day i succeed so that i will always grow to become someone who knows what is wrong and whats right to do..... Sometimes the way i talk maybe will hurt other people's feeling so i am always looking for a way to improve myself to understand how hard it is to earn for a leaving..... I am just hoping for the best that i can do.

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